I haven’t posted here in a while. I’ve just been so stuck in my sad days.. & people around me never seem to help.. they just sorta make it worse. I need positive people around me, I just don’t feel good about myself anymore. There’s so much I want to let go of. But at the same time I don’t want to be selfish by letting go & leaving everything behind me. I hope things start to change. I just can’t deal with more people putting me down. Hopefully my words don’t turn into wasted time again. Hopefully this time things are different this time. If not then I really need to pull through with that big change I’ve been thinking about.. We’ll see how it goes, but I’m not putting any time frame for it, I think for now I’ll just wait it out & see what I am capable of handling.